You found it funny
but you made me cry,
another example
that you’re fucking blind.
Your desperate attempt
to keep things light
not realising that
you’re dead inside…
‘Cuz you can’t give out
what you can’t retain,
and joy, for you,
is an elusive game.
The sadness you bring
I can barely contain…
I pray and hope
for thing’s to change…⚓
I’m not sorry for followingmy own path
or how long it’s taking
to come to pass.
I need your support,
but that makes me laugh…
you’re as useful to me
as a scolding bath…
I wish I was able to make you see
the detriment you are to me;
no I don’t need another apology,
but for you to wake up;
start your healing journey
so we can finally end
all this misery…
⚓🧡💞⚓
clairebeldarkistry 