Dead Inside: a Poem

You found it funny
but you made me cry,
another example
that you’re fucking blind.
Your desperate attempt
to keep things light
not realising that
you’re dead inside…

‘Cuz you can’t give out
what you can’t retain,
and joy, for you,
is an elusive game.
The sadness you bring
I can barely contain…
I pray and hope
for thing’s to change…⚓

“Apologise or Don’t” : An AmyKayPoetry Prompt


I’m not sorry for following
my own path
or how long it’s taking
to come to pass.
I need your support,
but that makes me laugh…
you’re as useful to me
as a scolding bath…

I wish I was able to make you see
the detriment you are to me;
no I don’t need another apology,
but for you to wake up;
start your healing journey
so we can finally end
all this misery…

⚓🧡💞⚓

🧡 Divine Feminines Rise: a Poem (Inspired by the Oracle) 🧡

Divine Feminines: it’s time to Rise!
((There’s a hidden war on for
Our Minds))
A total disregard, for our
Magical Arts:
The Creation, inherent in
Each of Us…

But we’ve never been taught;
Kept so very small;
We’re way more Powerful than
they’d ever want us to know…
But now it’s time for our strength to show :
The Gentle Warrior : Invincible 🧡⚓

My 2020: In Tarot Cards



January|1
In the Depths of the Struggle
(but the End is in Sight, StarSeed🌟)⚓

February|2
Boredom⚡Interrupted⚓
(The Flu takes you Down)

March|3
“Facing the Right Direction”
(AwaQning Light)⚓

April|4
Going Within
Discerning Truth🙏Foundations-Setting-⚓

May | 5
Deepening((ALL))Bonds
((ALL))Working((ALL))Together
Experiencing((HOLY))Light
Letting Go of Old-Flames💧⚓

June | 6
Recognising Passion
Contemplating New Directions

July | 7
Decisions: Following the Heart💕
Soul Contract Clarity
The Sensitive Masculine Sparks 💥

August | 8

Destiny Moving You Forward
CreativityCreatingOpportunities⚓

September | 9

I Walk Away:
From the Emptiness;
The Missing You.
You Need to Heal,
And I need Someone
to treat Love as a Verb;
I need time to Create My
Sacred Art-Works
I’m Moving On;
Evolving Thru
And Now,
So Will You Too.  ⚡💥 ⚓

October | 10

Luna Guides, Magick Intensifies ⚡
Intuition ClaiR, Uniqueness Flairs 🖤
An Opened Destiny ♣️
Deepest Intentions Setting ⚓
Beyond My Wildest Dreams Manifesting ♦️

November | 11

My old life comes crashing down ⚓
I feel worthy of my crown ⚓
Justice (XI) coming IIn 4 Me ⚓
AnaPunkSteele Rises Up In Me 🖤🎶
A PunkWitchWife
& Her MusicaLegacy ⚓♣️💍

December | 12

The emotional burden is over ⚓
My inner child feels nurtured 💖⚓
Bring on 2021;
Let’s have some fun! ⚓
Let’s bring joy & harmony to everyone ⚓


Going within represented twice with The Hermit and The Moon, in the two different halves of the year. Early 2020, with The Hermit, it was discovering spirit (3 of Cups), it was really going into the depths of the mental anguish (2 of swords) and the (sickness) stuckness and seemingly hopelessness of my situation (4 of cups) desperately trying to find my Peace, my Balance, my Passion..

Oh my gosh, we also have The Hermit, 3 of Cups and (No) Knight of Wands in a row there… that comes up SO frequently in my readings! Understanding the player energy…

By the second part of the year, represented by The Moon, I’m digging deep into the intuition, going (feels) deeper with Spirit, deeper with my true wishes, goals and desires

Illusion: a Poem

What if it’s all an illusion?
the scenes on TV,
yeah all that we see,
a construction of reality…

A masterful deception,
to keep up enslaved,
beliefs are pre-made,
our reactions also a part of the game…

Harnessing our energy,
for their own dastardly, dirty deeds,
to keep us confused, dazed and dis-eased;
to halt our destined awakening…

But oh no, what they cannot conceive,
is the God Force growing stronger in me,
a curious soul, seeking the Light,
that will not stop until Freedom is Mine.

⚓💖☀️⚓

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